I cut people out of my life!! Yes i truly loved them ;; but it’s best they leave!! And soon i’ll cut more people out!! I started acting more rationally!! And i threw all emotions away!! I simply ;; believe that treatment should be equal..it’s the solution..i wont be scared of anyone getting upset;; i wont intrude on anyone..i wont run after anyone..who wants me..knows where to find me..who wants to stay can stay..who wants to leave can leave and i’ll show them the way out..who respects me..i’ll respect back..who doesn’t respect me..i’ll teach them respect..having a kind heart ..is just stupidity and nothing more!!
I wish I didn’t love you so much. No I don’t though; that’s not true. I am glad I do. I don’t know what to say to you except that it tore the heart out of my body saying goodbye to you.
When things change it’s always hard for me to adapt and something inside me tends to resist that change and fight till it cant fight no more. Bottom line: i hate change!